And I have decided! (have I ? )

Typically Ping of course. Yes I have made up my mind for now and honestly its really quite made up. It may sound real sudden but yes Im prolly making the trip of my life (in my limited 26 years) to London with hui this summer. Ticket had been booked.
I dare not say I know for sure this is what I want to do. I may be lost, may regret and will be behind my peers most definitely. Yet, I want to give this a shot. Its no big deal really, I will be there for 6 mths to max a year. I will be awfully broke and right now, Im actually for the first time in my entire life scrimping and saving. Though when I want to save, I have so many wants suddenly. Some are translated into needs already.

Im not hinting to anyone really.

Just thinking about what I need vs what I want.

Need -
Extended warranty for my macbook
winter wear?

Want -
Oakley Crosshair
PsP

Since Im such a gadget girl already, Im actually going to be very comfortable in technology sense. I have a portable DVD player, a wifi-enabled phone (thank you pfingo) which allows me to make local calls, my macbook.
What else can a geek ask for?

and what if you don't make it ?

i remembered some time ago, jing was asking me about some case study she was doing with regards to the hospitality industry facing a shortage of willing workers. and my reply was if they come up with a structured progression path for the staffs like certain industries, it will probably be more attractive since you know where you be heading towards.

and im sure most of us want to go complete the path that we started on. but then i thought, what if i don't make it? what if i found the path that i want to walk my lifetime and kept walking but i dont see the end. what happens to me? will i be contented finishing half the path? what should i do?

let me find the path i want to finish.

how the irritating..


some people can be how the unforgiving. people make mistakes and i am no fortune teller. quit dwelling on it and move on. its just like me and one of my mistake, i learn and realise hurray, thank goodness on how things turn out for both of us after bumping into him and his girl. and whatever you say now would not affect me, it irritates me. spoil my 10 mins and in the 10 mins, i type out this entry and thereafter well, too bad.

on a different note, im done with my last day. thank goodness, no dramas were involve. jus wine & good company and spinach pizza. lets do it again guys. im honestly gg to miss the people.

boss, you may hate to receive the gift, but i adore gifts le (hints)
thank you for the 2 years. thanks for believing in me tho i dont know how true la. =P
p.s golf is still on every sunday/thurs horr.

on a different note, i shad pay some tribute to the guy beside me now.
thank you mr EPR tan.