Life According to Ping ...

August 31, 2006

my solitary solace.

It makes morning walk to work shorter.
It keeps me company which waiting for the bus.
The pretty whirls of white smoke, the warmth it emits.

effy, its all your fault.
im friendsick now.
and im missing you.

i remembered when i was a kid, i wanted to lock all my love ones in a caravan and we were to see the world together.
its a world of no goodbyes, and tears.
when i grew older, i realised.

my best friend in primary school left for a nearer school to home for herself and we never did meet again. we tried, with all the birthday greetings.

my first breakup made me realised that nothing is eternity. there and then i learn. i learn how cruel separation could be. how painful yet everything dies down with time.

i hate goodbyes, & i dread the october where vivo beckons and tanglin fades away.

August 20, 2006

im an apple idiot.

i can't even sync my nokia with my macbook!

Boohoo.

Anyone who can help, drop a comment ya? on Top of it, some free programs for my notebook would be good.

I cant believe I spent the whole of yesterday's night playing indian poker with a lot of drinks at orange's place which happen to resemble a very big chalet. =P

Today, utterly unconstructive. I think Im resigning to life, work, and fats.

August 02, 2006

singaporeans don't fail

we have been brought up with the traditional mindset that we can't fail.
we go through the traditional route of education and having a certification is essential. Its common. Its usual. and people just do it somehow.

I realised how unforgiving people get when you fail somehow. Its like there aint a second chance in life. Perhaps its given out but I dont see it somehow.

Im grateful that I entered this bank even if I had not prove myself worthy in any aspect. Somehow I seem to have grown up a bit more? *shruggs* I dont know.

Visited Hong Kong last week. Frankly, I doubt I go back there soon. The shopping is terribly expensive. Alas. Of course I will still manage to spend almost all I have which is ain't little. Hee. But nothing much to buy!

Peeps, Im going to vivocity this coming october. And seriously, Im really quite excited to get there. I don't know why.

forgive me for the disjoint entry. I penned the first 6 lines way before I went to HK and completed the entry only on a rainy saturday.