Its over..

13 mar 2006 -
it was a dream come true.. or maybe its only meant to be a dream.
i wanted to do this so badly. i believed its so possible. after all, how hard can it be.
we could have been so happy.
a new start, a new branch, yet with the bunch i love so much.

13 mar 2007 -
im running away from my dream.. maybe, i no longer want to pursue this dream.
maybe, im just disappointing

21 mar 2007 -
its time to let go of your hand.. its time for me to grow up by myself.
i did not regret trying this dream really
the only regret that im truly disappointing and i got to let go of your hand..

for the first time in my life, i clicked on learning & development.
everything seem to be wrong now. everything that is connected to something that i do every single day. -work-
im confuse.
perhaps, you guys are right, what the hell am i doing in a bank.
i want to run away from all this like always.

i turned to my faithful deskie today. lappie died. how appropriate.

honestly, im going crazy right now. yes, im an escapist. yes, i cant take failure.