for the first time in my life, i clicked on learning & development.
everything seem to be wrong now. everything that is connected to something that i do every single day. -work-
im confuse.
perhaps, you guys are right, what the hell am i doing in a bank.
i want to run away from all this like always.

i turned to my faithful deskie today. lappie died. how appropriate.

honestly, im going crazy right now. yes, im an escapist. yes, i cant take failure.