its ironic

i never thought we would part this way for you came real close before. how strange that one can wield so much on another. and how strange how everything evaporated. and how truly strange that you never believe.
i never doubt. i merely threw the flag. the light at the end of your tunnel is flickering but i knew you would get there somehow someday.

im sorry i dont have the patience to wait.
im sorry that i dont see eternity.
im sorry it had to be me.

i had it easy always. or it seems. yet it doesnt feel good to be the baddie really. least you get to willow in self sympathy. i dont. i cant. and i dont know how. i want out and i stick by it.i have to right. and yes im a lier by not sticking to the other out. i know not how to explain myself and i dont perhaps feel the need to.