and its all not the same..

Another of those Bank drink yourselves silly day and for pathetic souls like yours truly, we really drink. I look at it as the bank compensating me since I'm so highly underpaid & with no fat bonuses.

1st Q drinking night - Bar None, followed by Living Room with a few souls who refuse to go home. At that very night, I drew the conclusion that my current bank peeps are super boring people. They come, eat and leave.

2nd Q drinking night - Sentosa. - Missed-

3rd Q drinking night - MOS. It all started on that night. The 'we are family song' that we kept jumping to. The scandals, hugs, frenching & tranee caught by us. We are officially declared as the most happening branch (the quarter I guess) We were loud. We were thirsty. And we were together.

4th Q drinking night - Gallery @ St James. It mellowed down. We are leaving each other and it is probably more like a farewell for some then a celebrate success and the bank pays money event. Mixed feelings but still decent.

5th Q drinking night - Forbidden City. What party. I thought it was pretty much like my regular drinking session with whoever is left. Hang in there. Who is left?

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1 year - I took an entire 365 days to realise my bads.

after talking to a lot of people, rather i think i talk to the same people many times. im being to hate myself for being such a pain in the ass. Grow up. run your own life. make my choice & just be it.