my routine is kinda strange now.

sleep: 3 odd 4 am
wake: 9 odd 10 am
meal 1: 11 odd
meal 2: 3 odd
meal 3: varies
supper: 11 odd

and the cycle kinda repeats. does this mean i get fatter with supper?
will be off to batam tomorrow. =D no idea what we be doing there also. lol




*ahems* don't miss me too much la. esp sister lj. =P


the chemistry show ad is getting into me.

Do you believe in true love?

Do you believe in fate?

I got BLUE fingers!

Some jackass destroyed my dad's car. Used some heavy object causing 2 obvious dents. Awful!

And the worst part is, he got it cause he went to get me my new computer and monitor. Damn.

should i cut my hair short and gel everyday or should i keep it long and even attempt to make it a little wavy at the bottom or should i perm it like those short japanese hairstyle?

zouk painted an unhappy picture.

Aye, I reallly feel bad with regards to the mobile. =((

Maybe hui is right la. We ain't right for clubbin already.

I just don't get it.

Im doing some calling up job. I just can't comprehend why some people actually feels that the government is at fault when he/she can't get a job. Why is the government liable for your next take home pay? Im not pro government or anything. But the government is not ya dad or mum. Even if the govt is, do you blame your mum when you cant get a job. I don't. I jolly well try harder at the next interview.

No offence to anyone out there ya. I just don't get it.

My islander card is value for $$. =) Yupz down at sentosa once once again! Swam. Played tic tac toe. Stone. Read. Someone got sun burnt. Caught beautiful sunset. Had turkish delights.

The picture of the trio. Well, we got this lady to snap our picture. She held my camera with the lens facing her and wanted to snap. geez. (she is from roc) no offence but i got a fright of my life for that very moment. After some instructions given out by rose, well the picture turned out quite fine. *phews*

Bumped into gaga at starbucks. =|
(to gaga: im neither sad nor happy la.)

Wanted to club tmr. Have not been clubbing at all. But then again the clubbing scene in spore is kinda boring. Drinks. Laughs. Dance. *shruggs*

An old friend sent me something that i wrote in jc. (copied from some quotation site or book i think)

If I could wish for a perfect life, it would be tempting.
But I would decline for there is nothing to learn from life.

Finally found out how rockman looks like. He used to laugh and think that when I don on his helmet I look like the chap above. *shruggs*

Got a new hair color tho its still boring ole brown la. *shruggs*

The little boy is cute ya? =) ( i dun mean rockman)

Got this in my email from dear wasabie. =)

They call it the "Quarter-life Crisis." It is when you stop going along with the crowd and start realizing that there are many things about yourself that you didn't know and may not like.
You start feeling insecure and wonder where you will be in a year or two, but then get scared because you barely know where you are now.
You start realizing that people are selfish and that, maybe, those friends that you thought you were so close to aren't exactly the greatest people you have ever met, and the people you have lost touch with are some of the most important ones.
What you don't recognize is that they are realizing that too, and aren't really cold, catty, mean or insincere, but that they are as confused as you.
You look at your job... and it is not even close to what you thought you would be doing, or maybe you are looking for a job and realizing that you are going to have to start at the bottom and that scares you.
Your opinions have gotten stronger. You see what others are doing and find yourself judging more than usual because suddenly you realize that you have certain boundaries in your life and are constantly adding things to your list of what is acceptable and what isn't.
One minute, you are insecure and then the next, secure. You laugh and cry with the greatest force of your life.
You feel alone and scared and confused. Suddenly, change is the enemy and you try and cling on to the past with dear life, but soon realize that the past is drifting further and further away, and there is nothing to do but stay where you are or move forward.
You get your heart broken and wonder how someone you loved could do such damage to you. Or you lie in bed and wonder why you can't meet anyone decent enough that you want to get to know better.
Or maybe you love someone but love someone else too and cannot figure out why you are doing this because you know that you aren't a bad person.
One night stands and random hook ups start to look cheap. Getting wasted and acting like an idiot starts to look pathetic. You go through the same emotions and questions over and over, and talk with your friends about the same topics because you cannot seem to make a decision.
You worry about loans, money, the future and making a life for yourself... and while winning the race would be great, right now you'd just like to be a contender!
What you may not realize is that everyone reading this relates to it. We are in our best of times and our worst of times, trying as hard as we can to figure this whole thing out.

Send this to your twenty-something friends...maybe it will help someone feel like they aren't alone in their state of confusion.
May you have enough happiness to make you sweet, enough trials to make you strong, enough sorrow to keep you human, enough hope to make you happy.

im trying my god-damn best to not click on someone's nick.

anyway was at sentosa (again) it was freaking packed! siloso beach carpark full man. another stony day. but well, i like. =D

Yesterday:

Went down to some job agency. geez. its really packed man. like 5 million people in the small store or rather as what my dear sister would tell me s'pore population is below 5 million la. okay. at least 25 people packed in a small room waiting for their turn to be interviewed by just the agency. Oh back to me, i was there for some bimbotic job interview for the premiere of matrix reloaded for today. All they wanted was someone who can smile and nod very hard apparently as the interviewer did not ask us any questions. (not even for our names) yupz. the "interview" was simply informing us that they only need 2 staff and basically they think that they would just draw lots to choose us cause the job requirement is quite easy to fufill.

someone said i sounded bitter on not getting the job. i think the only reason that im bitter is because i think its wasting my time. if they are just looking at you on superficial appearance, please, i have a lot of pictures. anyway to avoid sounding bitter i should stop here.

met up with a old secondary cum jc friend for coffee yesternight. he claim that i have changed a lot a lot. hmms. change is good? *shruggs* no idea. anyway, nice seeing u.

A rather eventful day. ( full of events )

Impromptu decision to go down to sentosa today. Not in hope of getting a nice tan but rather just to stone by the waters. I like that. Armed with a book or rather 2. Rose & Ping were on their way. Lazy huiee din turn up (again). Anyway I signed up for the sentosa islander card again meaning I be at sunsetbay pretty often i guess. After we were done with our books and stoning, Ping was cordially invited by rose's family to have dinner with them at this conveyor belt buffet thingy at chinatown. cool. macham like meet my future parents-in-law. Of course im straight! just that odd feeling of dining with a friend whole family and its not even as if i went over to her place but rather tag along for dinner at some restaurant the first time im meeting them! *blushes* Anyway, then the most unfortunate thing have to happen. Nokia 7210 - went missing. Yupz. Rose lost her pretty new mobile. called n called. even send out a rather polite sms " hi, its quite pointless for you to keep the fone cos there is fone lock activated. why dont u call me at this no. and return it instead." Alas, in the end, the fone was switched off. =(((

Any mobile lobangs just let me know oki? greatly appreciated man.






Funny looking chap!
Oh yah, im in need of a new hobby in spore. getting bored of swimming n skating. wakeboarding cost a bomb. what else!

	Wish Bear You are the dreamer of the group and believe that things will all turn out exactly how you want them to be. Your extreme optimism often annoys your friends but they realize that you do have the power to make your dreams come true. You also keep an eye out for your friends, always looking out for them.
Take the Which Care Bear Are You? Quiz!

	Love-a-Lot Bear You love to take care of others and people love being around you because you make them feel appreciated. You are very sweet and soft-spoken. You are also a romantic and consider yourself an excellent matchmaker, so you tend to be a bit nosy. But everyone still considers you the sweetest person they know.
Take the Which Care Bear Are You? Quiz!

I think Im neither here nor there cos i cant decide within which is the element that im most drawn to. (anyway i think not very true also)

The famous phad thai mentioned at bro morgaga's blog. Found at meridian hotel food court . Well, not as yummy as those we ate in the thai skool but will do i guess. =((


Ping & Hui before eating phad thai! =D

The Guys

The Girls
The guys are trying their very best to mimick the post in the above neoprint which ping & hui took like years ago. That explains the difference. Like most people will go " hey What Happened man!". So sad!

Group picture (Tho andy looks kinda awful =P)



*jus for laffs* Nerdy ugly me in non-reflective, meant for army spects.

Oki i have to blog this down. Im lousy with stairs on my blades. Suck big time actually. Always falling kind. Also I blame my 80 mm salomon for not being able to blade well because big wheels equals great speed equals lousy breaking power especially executed by ping! So we found two god-sent slopes ( actually hdb sent slopes la) which means i can afford to give the steps a miss. i flew down the first slope. Cant execute a break in time and its either falling down 3 steps flat on my face or to jump erms 3 steps down. *breathes* I jumped. Of course i did not land nicely but im still in a piece and oh well, i kinda landed on my feet or rather my blades. LOL.

Oh another to remember to blog item. Was swimming with dear ah ta yesterday. Went into the girls room sauna. & guess what we found? *drumsroll*

an empty comdom pack

Pukes! Then the bunch of us at burger king today start wondering, japanese? ang moh? chinese? couple. we decided that since no rope is found, must be ang moh. Kinky Japanese are also strong supporters of their local brands. Durex not kawaii at all. Talked a whole lot more of crap at BK till they closed. Its quite fun la. These catch up sessions. Must do it more often people out there! *hints*

See the cute guy on the right of the guys picture? He hads lobang for thumbdrives. Interested parties? comment to contact me for his *ahems* number la. LOL. Im not spamming bro. Promoting hard for u rite? I want my ice cream cone!

I always thought temp jobs are supposed to be relax and happy. You are not suppose to go home with a heavy heart and dread the thought of going back to work the next day. I always thought that I might really encounter much more stress and unhappiness in the grown up jobs thus right now im suppose to have fun with my job. Why give yourself the pressure for just a couple of bucks per hour.

Perhaps I have been quite lucky with my jobs. Like in DBS, I was happy with my colleagues as well as this boss that I really like working with. Thought that he is so funny and balding. =D For my boring admin job, I met nice auntie bosses who thinks that i can type quite fast and bring me out to nice pasta restaurant with the permanent staff. I play pool and slack with my starhub boss and take long coffee and lunch breaks. My golfing job was fun with the gals where we go for sauna in the country club during our long breaks and fly out with soaking wet hair when boss calls for urgent meetings.

Aint this how temp jobs are suppose to be like?



Maybe I thought wrongly.

Had a lovely dinner with my family today. heez. seafood!

I really want to have a nice red/white vespa but oh well, class 2b. should i?

Damn. I want to go diving. =(( NOW